acceptance...


It’s been 2 days since the email came. And how am I coping? Pretty well, I must say. I know its for the best and I trust you. I won’t pretend to be tough and say I’m not afraid and that I won’t feel sad...

But I know you always do things with a goal and a plan in mind... And you always have me in your plans when you decide on things. For that, I truly thank God for the wonderful person you are. Your selflessness sometimes puts me to shame because I wish I could be like you. Yet, its because you are such an amazing person, that’s why I love you so much.

2 years will be over before we know it and then things will move from there. It’s a scary but exciting time:) I don’t see it as a test of anything. Our relationship doesn’t need to be tested or assessed. It’s by God’s grace and providence that we met again and now we’re together. So, it will be by that, that our relationship will stand strong.

We’ve made plans and promises and we will make them come true. Distance is just a geographical obstacle that can be overcome. All that remains now is for certain purchases to be made and we’re all set.

Sounds good so far, doesn’t it? To be honest, the fear I feel sometimes grips me so hard and the emotional storm I feel, overwhelms me..