my way or His way?

It's a tough question to answer... But it shouldn't be... It should be pretty clear what path to take.. I didn't expect it to be so tough and full of challenges. I just had another challenge dropped on my lap, literally. I honestly feel very inadequate but if this door has been open, I guess nothing should stop me from going in right? After all, I need to take that step in, in order to find out.. I really hope I will be of use here.

A proposition was made tonight, and I have been thinking about it for the last one year. I'm excited at that prospect yet, a little iffy cos that would mean leaving yet another comfort zone.. Alot of changes in the last month, most of them good... Things do seem a little clearer now..

Strange how when we try to handle things on our own, we muck up and get all frustrated when it fails. But when we just leave it to the One, things just seem to fall into place, especially when we've lost all hope.

Well, challenge is taking that leap of faith to relinquish control and hand it over.. Tough... Very tough..