knowing.

Bottomline, it was the environment that was the influence. I know you better than that and you know yourself.. But since that's what you requested for, you've got it.. I do understand how its a phase you need to go through..

No hard feelings, really.. Just puzzled because it's not like you, and you know that..

Phil 4:6 became very real this week... The wonderful power of prayer... God has truly answered prayers in the most amazing ways these few days. I have drifted so far over the years and this caused me to reflect and trust in Him. That He alone knows whats best for us and often times, the things we do may not be what He wants for us. But He lets us go ahead and make the wrong decisions anyway. So that, at the end of it all.. We fail and learn why that was wrong to begin with...

Strange how we throw away what we have now in pursuit of something thats supposedly better.. Only to find out what we had was really the best and what He wanted for us. But being humans, the grass IS always on the other side. But only by trying and failing, will we understand and learn.

Thank you God for being so real this week. I've learnt to call upon you faithfully in prayer and I know you will answer my prayers in Your Time..