human.

Yes.. I am human, afterall.. I have my moments as well as my needs. I too need that pillar of strength and partner to walk with me on life's oh-so-long-and-arduous journey. No, I'm not talking about God here.. I am full aware of the amazing things the Big Man upstairs can do..

Today, however, I'm talking about another human. Who is also capable of emotions and weaknesses. Someone who despite the sometimes treacherous waters we have to tread through, will be there, to hold my hand and stay afloat. A person who inspite of the world's standards of beauty, success and abilities, can love me who I really am. I'm not looking for a perfect being. There is NO perfect being other than the Creator.

I'm looking for someone who doesn't strive to be perfect. Who doesn't want what he can't have. Someone who can be himself. And someone who loves Him. Thats all..

Strong as I can be.. I am human after all.. This walk is getting very lonely.. It's chipping away at my determination and confidence bit by bit..

Right now, I'm looking for that silver lining on this very dark cloud..