if only i knew


Tonight I shall sleep well and soundly too... a big load has been lifted and i finally see why things happened the way they did...

But how could I have been so blind to overlook how you really felt? I thought I understood you but you showed me there was more than meets the eye... I feel as if I've let you down.. But it touched me when you opened up your heart tonight... For the first time, I saw an inkling of your true self...

Please don't shut me out, don't put me on the other side of the wall... Let me in on your side.. I want to know the real you...

Embarking on this difficult journey will only be meaningful if you are there... We have come this far and we'll go even further, because we have each other...

In you I find hope and in hope I live......