lonely and helpless


never thought i'd ever have to go through this kinda feeling again.. it seems, this time is a zillion times worse than before....
i honestly and truly regret what i said and did... but is there any use in regretting? guess not... i seem to have lost my best friend... the one person i could really confide in and be myself with...
it was like a big slap in my face when everything happened.... and then the world just kinda crumbled and fell...
now i feel like im standing in the midst of the ruins and trying to salvage whatever i can..
its sad to know that in a world filled with people