busy, busy, busy....

It's been a busy weekend.... And it hasn't stopped yet... Worked almost a full day on Saturday, today was another hectic day, tomorrow will be another long day... But I'm kind of enjoying it, tired as I am.

He'll be going to Malaysia tomorrow, back on Friday. Of course I'll miss him, more than I already do. I'm hoping he'll call me once in a while or that I'll 'bump' into him on MSN at nights. But I'm not getting my hopes up because I know he'll have a week packed of activities.

So far, things have been going pretty well but as much as I'm appreciating the little things he does for me, I'm apprehensive. Things seem to be looking up and the future doesn't seem so bleak. Our 'deadline' is less than a month away. On one hand, I'm glad, on the other, I'm feeling scared. So many 'what ifs' going through my head. I rather expect the worse than expect the best, at least when the worst does happen, I would have been prepared for it... Lame? Maybe but I don't want to hope for too much. All I can do is cross my fingers and hope for something good...

Not seeing him for a month has been tough but I'm adjusting. It's fortunate that end November and December is always a busy time for me. At least it helps to keep my mind off things...

Going to catch some shut eye now before another crazy day starts tomorrow...