clash of the titans...

omg... Germany vs Argentina, France vs Brazil... What a crockload... These are the four teams who should be in the semis... Not trying to knock each other out now!!?? Oh boy, it's going to be an exciting quarter finals.. I can hardly wait!!!

And just when things are getting exciting, I receive news that I would be out of town for a couple of days.. And its the freaking weekend of the finals!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!! I've been watching just about every match since the first round and now I have to miss THE most important one??? The finals??? I am so going to find a way to catch the action live.. No way am I going to let this pass without trying...

Last night was definately worth me staying up to watch Brazil and France in action.. Granted, I fell asleep intermittently during the 2nd half of the 2nd match... It was damn boring can?? But it was well worth to see Zidane score that final goal... Can you believe the skills of that man? He's a legend, I tell you... And Brazil was just superb and calm, in their usual style.. In control of the match from the start.. Kaka and Ronaldhino were THE best... I was cursing and swearing when they sub-bed Kaka out..

So, having stayed up all night and morning to watch soccer, I had only less than 2 hours of sleep.. And now, I'm damn zonked.. Seriously.. I can fall asleep, standing..

Was telling nice-guy yesterday that I shouldn't have signed up for the Bach course.. So many opportunities are coming up now.. Just received a phonecall yesterday.. Overseas stint... At the staff meeting on Saturday, overseas job placement for a year... In the US!! Why not, right?? Well, I could always defer my studies...
Decisions.. decisions... decisions...

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It's been almost 3 months... So, how am I? Coping, I guess.. Pretty well, I must say.. I've not been staying idle and moping.. Neither have I intentionally try to fill that void... I don't know if I'm ready to do so yet... nice-guy has been super patient and just super nice.. Like I've told people, things have changed, so have I...
I got involved with you, gave my all in the relationship, did my damnest to keep things going... Only with one objective, you.... Never in my dreams did I expect you to tell me I wasn't good enough for you...
Right now, I think, I was too good for you... I deserved much better but it didn't matter as long as I had you.. To be fair, you gave your all for the most part of the relationship.. And for that, thank you... You taught me many things and showed me, most importantly, how to love someone, unconditionally... Yes, I loved you whole heartedly.. And all I wanted in return was for you to love me... But in the end, it just wasn't enough.
Maybe to some point, we'll never be able to forget each other completely... For the simple fact that we were once soulmates... Soulmates who shared their dreams and goals, who worked things out together and who were best friends...

But right now, I realise that I was completely oblivious to what I wasn't getting... You could have done more, but you didn't, or rather, wouldn't.. And because of you, everything has changed..

No more will I make the same mistake... The rules have changed...