yet another long break...
Yeap, it's been another hiatus from blogging.. Just haven't found the motivation to blog lately... A good excuse would be I'm really busy (which I am btw) and I have too many things to do. I have an assignment due in less than 7 hours and here I am, blogging. How's that for prioritising?
And I just heard Hady Mirza on Class 95.. bleah... nice song but lousy singer.. I'm sorry, no offense to people who are fans of his.. I just don't like him... We are entitled to our own opinions, so yeah.. Don't like him at all..
Nothing much to update... Pretty much status quo.. Down to the last 2 assignments before the revision for exams start... I'm trying real hard to do some revision but I simply have no motivation to do so... And I just found out that Aud has no bloody exams!! No fair!!!
I think I have attained some level of peace with myself and have come to terms with certain things. I know people think I'm in denial, and yes I admit that. I also know that I have to take a first step in order to break out of my fortress.. But right now, I feel safe and I really don't want to do so yet. It probably seems like an act of cowardice but I'm not bothered by that. What matters is how I deal with it and here it is.. So, deal with it.. :) (not aimed at anyone in particular)
Yes, I am happy.. And yes, I don't deny that I long for that something special.. But like I told xiao mei last night, it's not a must-have. Not to point that my life is incomplete without it.. I want to have a no-regrets life and I'm working towards that.. I don't wish to jump into things and regret... Calculated risks is probably an apt description... Say what you like but it's my life and I lead it the way I see fit.. That said, I'm not implying that I neglect my loved ones.. It just means that I'm finally living for myself, instead of for someone..
Yes, I want to fall hopelessly in love with that someone.. But until that day comes, I'll remain guarded..
But to you, thank you for everything.. Really... You are truly special and no words can describe how special you are to me.. Just remember that k.. I know you have always been there and no matter what, you'll always be. I'm also aware that you can't wait forever... If there ever comes a day where I lose you, it would be my greatest loss... But please understand that I have knots that need to be untangled before I commit..
Yeap, it's been another hiatus from blogging.. Just haven't found the motivation to blog lately... A good excuse would be I'm really busy (which I am btw) and I have too many things to do. I have an assignment due in less than 7 hours and here I am, blogging. How's that for prioritising?
And I just heard Hady Mirza on Class 95.. bleah... nice song but lousy singer.. I'm sorry, no offense to people who are fans of his.. I just don't like him... We are entitled to our own opinions, so yeah.. Don't like him at all..
Nothing much to update... Pretty much status quo.. Down to the last 2 assignments before the revision for exams start... I'm trying real hard to do some revision but I simply have no motivation to do so... And I just found out that Aud has no bloody exams!! No fair!!!
I think I have attained some level of peace with myself and have come to terms with certain things. I know people think I'm in denial, and yes I admit that. I also know that I have to take a first step in order to break out of my fortress.. But right now, I feel safe and I really don't want to do so yet. It probably seems like an act of cowardice but I'm not bothered by that. What matters is how I deal with it and here it is.. So, deal with it.. :) (not aimed at anyone in particular)
Yes, I am happy.. And yes, I don't deny that I long for that something special.. But like I told xiao mei last night, it's not a must-have. Not to point that my life is incomplete without it.. I want to have a no-regrets life and I'm working towards that.. I don't wish to jump into things and regret... Calculated risks is probably an apt description... Say what you like but it's my life and I lead it the way I see fit.. That said, I'm not implying that I neglect my loved ones.. It just means that I'm finally living for myself, instead of for someone..
Yes, I want to fall hopelessly in love with that someone.. But until that day comes, I'll remain guarded..
But to you, thank you for everything.. Really... You are truly special and no words can describe how special you are to me.. Just remember that k.. I know you have always been there and no matter what, you'll always be. I'm also aware that you can't wait forever... If there ever comes a day where I lose you, it would be my greatest loss... But please understand that I have knots that need to be untangled before I commit..
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