Monday blues..


It's only 11am and I'm suffering from a severe case of Monday blues. I really didn't wana come in to work today.. My back hurts and I really don't feel good.. Haven't been feeling well since last week. But.. Do I have a choice?

Unfortunately, no. I have the responsibility to open/close the place. And I have to come in even if I'm half-dying. Reason? Understaffed.

Migraine and gastric have been my constant companion the whole of last week and it looks like they're here to stay this week. Didn't tell niceguy cos he's been so busy lately.. Just didn't have the heart to add on to his burden.

Yes, I'm still enjoying work. But the magnitude of my position is really starting to manifest it's true weight. The decisions I make and the consequences that follow, are all my burden to bear.
I'm forced to learn on the job and learn fast. I'm forced to take responsibilities for people's mistakes and irresponsibilities.

What I'm really looking forward to is time with you today.. But in light of the week's happenings, I'm not hoping for much.. Would be nice to hear from you...