Is it meant to be?
Just a day after I blogged, I'm feeling complete opposite feelings. I'm really tired of trying to understand and then feel like crap because I don't.
Only you would be able to decipher what I'm talking about. I'm not going to explain to anyone so please don't ask. This is for you.
Can't you understand that I hate seeing you so bothered by what's happening? And its made worse by the fact that I'm completely helpless. I don't have the capability or connections to help. So many times I've felt, maybe you would be better off with Ch.. Only Ch is able to provide you with the kinda contacts you need. Then maybe you won't feel so lousy...
It hurts like hell to be thinking that but I can't help it... It's very hard to bear when I see you how hard you're trying and the kinda shit you get from A. But there's nothing I can do, except listen. I wish I could do more..
Just a day after I blogged, I'm feeling complete opposite feelings. I'm really tired of trying to understand and then feel like crap because I don't.
Only you would be able to decipher what I'm talking about. I'm not going to explain to anyone so please don't ask. This is for you.
Can't you understand that I hate seeing you so bothered by what's happening? And its made worse by the fact that I'm completely helpless. I don't have the capability or connections to help. So many times I've felt, maybe you would be better off with Ch.. Only Ch is able to provide you with the kinda contacts you need. Then maybe you won't feel so lousy...
It hurts like hell to be thinking that but I can't help it... It's very hard to bear when I see you how hard you're trying and the kinda shit you get from A. But there's nothing I can do, except listen. I wish I could do more..
posted by muse at 2:43 AM
3 Comments:
Auntie,
dun feel bad...e slightest support u show wld mean more dan ani help he cld get frm ani one...
yeah la dajiejie..actually listening is not easy leh..to have someone who is willing to listen to all the ranting hen bu rong yi! so tc and dont think so much!!
oh wells..hw can we not expect so much out of ppl.zzzzz. sucks.
thanks guys... :)
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