God answers.

I cannot deny that. Amazing and true, He answers in the most unusual ways sometimes, through the most unexpected people. Thanks Aud, it really helped put things into perspective. Yeah, it's going to be very tough but everything has happened for a reason and I know he had his reasons for doing so.

I don't blame him or myself. I think I've gone past that stage. Now the plan is to move on and have faith. To the people who have been talking to me these few days: Sam, Xav, Aud & AD... Thank you all so much.

Looking beyond this, perhaps it was good that this happened now because it probably was waiting to happen already. It hurts very much but yes, God had a higher purpose for it. Through the events that have taken place these few days, its undeniable true.

To you, please don't be stressed. Really... You know you buckle under the pressure so keep your head up and your cool.. I know you're under immense pressure to do well and I certainly wasn't helping. But all that's past. Look ahead and do what you have to do... I'm still here if you need yeah?

Just take good care of yourself and stay sane:)

i love you.