a beautiful night


It was as though silly goose could read my mind... As though my feelings could be felt though our teleconversation... As though my feelings were being reciprocated..

For the 2nd time in 3 years, I was treated to a impromptu meeting, just like that. Decided to drive down to my place (coffeshop, rather) to have a drink and there we met.. I was like 'Huh'? big time... Never expected it but was very, very pleasantly surprised... I'm definately not complaining and I hope it will be the start of a new future... that there will be changes coming from both sides...

It's been a WOW week... first the heart to heart talk on Tuesday and then the sudden meeting last night..

Is this the sign of a fresh start? That for all the changes I'm making, there are also changes being made for me? I really hope so...

After I got over the initial shock of the request, everything went pretty well... At least until I started reminiscing on the past... sigh... there I go again...

It was such a wonderful meeting and for that 1 hour or so, I actually believed things were back to normal... But reality always deals you with a backhand... When the hour or so was up, it hit me, again...

But I shall not be picky, for after all, I did request that we talk like we used to.. and I got my wish...

Wouldn't it be perfect if things could go back to what they used to? Indeed it will but I've got to look ahead because the future will be even more beautiful.. Because you promised it would be, silly goose, and you've always kept your promises and for that, I trust you... And I look forward to receiving that much anticipated phonecall...

Until then, I just have to keep reminding myself that....