work's a biatch

yeah... something happened at work today, though not to me, that made me realise how vulnerable we are...

it doesn't matter how many rights you have done, all it takes is one wrong...
been feeling rather unmotivated lately.. could be due to what has happened but it has gotten me to think if i really wana stay on in this job.. this thought has been on my mind for some time... just never taken much action... don't take me wrong, i lke my job.. the kids make it all worth while but it's the environment n the company that's not..

i've worked hard at making it a point to know what goes on in the centre, be it in terms of admin, how the enrichment classes go on... so much so that if need be, i can just take a class even if i was given only 5 minutes notice.. and i have reached that level... but sometimes i feel as though i'm being taken for granted.....

sometimes i wonder how some people can be so insensitive... my colleague was late for work today cos of some personal matters and when she came, another colleague asked, "Ey, today take half day ah? So late.." I was like, what's wrong with you gal.. can't you be a little more sensitive and not pass such snide remarks?
and that coming from somebody who has been on mc for 3 days.. and yours truly had to cover her duties...

honestly, sometimes i wonder what goes on in that pretty little head of hers... yes, she's a nice gal generally but sometimes the things she says just makes me want to slap her...