so sad...

ms leow told me last night that she's going to tender her resignation today...sigh...i was hoping she'd reconsider but looks like she's set to leave... kinda sad because we get along really well and its hard to find someone i can clique with... oh well...

silly goose's dog went for an op yesterday...poor thing... she's so small, can't imagine her being cut up to undergo an op... but she's much better now, resting at home... sounds weird actually, as though im talking about a person here.. hehe..but she's treated like a dowager at home so i guess her status is almost that of a person..to think that animals also have health problems like us... worse, its probably harder to detect because they can't talk..

had a crap morning... was super late for work... i waited 1 1/2 hours for a cab!!! but the morning went by without further upsets so it was not too bad... it's going to be a busy day... sigh... so tired...

haven't seen him since last saturday...i miss him but yet i can't tell him that.. it just sucks, really...all i want is a normal relationship...but look at what is happening...i don't know how much longer i can take this... i told myself i'd adjust to this, and i have done my best.. i try not to dwell on the sad things, but i am human after all... i need to know im being loved, that im important to someone..
each time i see couples out on the streets, i feel like screaming... do i deserve to be treated like this? why can't i be loved too?