experiencing.

Its a cycle I had to go through. And yes, Aud you're right... How many more confirmations do I need to be sure? Okok... I got the point and I will proceed from here...

Strange how the answer was staring in my face and being the stubborn and cynical person I am, I refused to see it or acknowledge it.. And there I was asking for more signs to be sure..

Anyway, thanks Zer as well... I've already got things sorted out and for now, I shall be patient.. Now that's something I definately to work on, patience. I can imagine Aud sniggering (you're supposed to be on my side!)

Well... The stress at work and school is mounting.. And I mean MOUNTING.... Deadlines really live up to their names... DEAD-line... Assignment is still untouched because I'm not done with readings.. Budget is almost done.. Marketing plan is about done.. The day of reckoning will be Monday when we have to present it.. Sheesh...

I'm still struggling with decisions at work.. Gota be sure that my decisions are fair and justified. Sigh....

I've come to a realization in the last few days. Stress is something we all struggle with. Some handle it and rise to the occasion. Some live in denial about it.. Others simply buckle under it.

I think alot of times, I'm a cross between the 1st and the 3rd type. I react to the stress, usually negatively.. Then after lots of ranting and raving, I eventually manage to handle it..
People handle stresses differently.. Men and women handle it differently... But what matters at the end of it is how you handled it and made it work for you, rather than against you...

Its difficult to be rational about it but I can understand why it happened. Funny how I've managed to find the answers I was looking for, accept the situation and to look towards that light at the end of the tunnel...

2 hours 40 mins to whatever the heck Aud calls it. Heh..

Answer is clear: Wait.