lousy day...


actually it hasn't been that bad a day.. just darn hot... weird weather...

i dread Tuesdays and Saturdays.... i used to look forward to them so much, even my colleagues could tell... now, i wish Tuesday would pass quickly and Saturday not come at all...
i've been trying to keep myself busy by going out with friends or staying at home... but im running out of excuses to tell my mother... last tuesday, i was home alone... until 9pm when my mum came back.. she was so surprised to see me home... i just mumbled something about a quick meeting and that he's busy... so lame... what excuse can i use tonight?

so far, ive been able to occupy my Saturdays... but its getting tiring... was at smu on saturday then went to PS for dinner... it seemed as though half of Singapore was in town...
now that i have to plan my saturday, im finding it tiring... why did i complain about going over to his house every week... sigh... what's so bad about it? at least then i had something to look forward to... go over, watch some show, have dinner, go online, go home... routine as it sounds, boring to some... i'd give anything to have that back now...

well its fun to meet up with friends each week... i know that deep down inside, i'd rather be somewhere else... i miss those times... even tuesdays have lost their 'special' feeling... tuesdays always put me in a good mood.. for obvious reasons...
now, everyday is the same... yeap... today's tuesday.. that explains the grouchy mood doesn't it...