christmas isn't christmas...

Ever heard the song, "Christmas, isn't christmas till it happens in your heart. Somewhere, deep inside you, is where Christmas really starts.."? Well, it is true that Christmas happens only when it happens in your heart.

I'll have to admit that seeing all the Christmas decorations and hearing the carols have put me in a festive mood. I've had fun walking down town looking at the lightups and shopping..
But some part of me is stopping me from enjoying the festivities... I guess it's because of the 'deadline' that's still hanging in the air.. As each day draws to a close, I'm one day nearer... And its getting increasingly difficult to blog out my feelings...