trapped in a vacuum...

Yeah, that about describes how I feel right now... I feel as though I'm trapped in a vacuum.. Can't move either direction...

It is exhausting forcing the mind not to think of something... In the attempt to block out certain thoughts, you cram in others to distract you.. And in the end, you end up being utterly exhausted...

I just want to do the right thing... But everyone has their own take on 'rightness'.. It's so damn annoying sometimes because you try to strike a balance but somehow, no matter how you try... Someone is unhappy...

This is applicable in all areas of life.. Be it work, family, relationship, commitments etc... You want to do what makes you happy but yet sometimes it just kills you...

I'm still hoping for a positive outcome where he is concerned... I've never prayed so hard for anything...

Frustration is bringing me to new emotional lows and highs... Sometimes I wonder if I'm pyscho... seriously...