no one cares....

-now listening to 'Part Of Your World' from The Little Mermaid-
(it's my favourite Disney song, trying to cheer myself up)

I'm sick... And no one cares... Daddy had sore eyes and I caught it from him. Eyes were feeling uncomfortable since this morning but I dismissed it thinking that it was just the contact lenses. But by afternoon, it got worse and started to itch. The itch was tolerable, it was the pain and soreness that wasn't. I took off my contact lenses and walked around half blind, with everything in a blur. I was hoping to get some understanding and sympathy from my colleagues. Hoping that someone would realise that sore eyes is very contagious and get some one to take my class for me. But no... All I got was, "Can you survive it please? No one's willing to take the class."

This is to Ms Bim. Much as I like you as a friend but as a colleague, you freaking get on my nerves. For all the times I covered your duties, I got no thanks. But you expect to be paid extra just because you took my class for me. There is only so much I'm willing to let you push and you have just crossed that line. All I needed was some understanding and initiative from you, but I was sorely disappointed. So, f u. Yeap, I'm pissed off.

Took a cab home, hoping to see a doctor. But all the clinics were closed. Like wtf! There are 4 clinics in this pathetic 'shopping centre' but none of them were open at 6pm. Fine, so doctors need to eat. But what about people who fall sick. What? So now, we have to co-ordinate the time we fall sick with clinic operating hours? Doesn't make a damn sense. With no choice at all, I had to walk home. Reached home, and knocked out for half an hour. When I woke up, both my eyes were blood-shot red. It was scary. I've never had sore eyes before and it was certainly frightening to see my eyes like that. Had to quickly shower and make my way down to the clinic, then rush to class.

At the clinic, was another story. Waited 15 minutes to see the doctor when there were only 2 of us in the queue. Went in and barely 2 minutes later, I was out. I was so not impressed with the doctor's skills. Like hello, I'm having sore eyes, you said so yourself. And you also said it was contagious but you didn't give me any MC and even said I could go to work. So I asked, how long will I take to recover? 1 week you said. So.... It's contagious and it'll take a week to recover but no MC given? Ok, thanks. And that wasn't the end. I had to wait half an hour, HALF AN HOUR, to get my medicine. You people are freaking slow and inefficient. End up, I was 1 hour late for lecture.

I was already comtemplating not to go for class already and was hoping to get some company for dinner. But no... Movie plans were already in order. I was very, very disappointed. It had been a real lousy day and I badly wanted some company. Not even supper plans. I just wasn't keen on going home, so I drove the car out. Not having any direction, actually. Somehow, along the way, I decided to go for lecture. So I did...

Now, my eyes hurt so bad, even when I blink. I keep tearing... And the burning downstairs isn't helping one bit. Temperature at last take was 39.4 degrees. And yes, it's kinda cold.

Well, here I am, feeling extremely sorry for myself. I'm going to try and sleep. Probably not going to get a call anyway. Hope you enjoyed your movie. Good night.

Happy hols, everyone.