not good enough...

Ever felt you can't meet certain expectations? Felt like you're not good enough even though everyone else thinks you are? I've been feeling like that lately.. I feel as though I suck at everything I do...

I suck at teaching, I suck at debating, I suck at coaching, hell, I suck at my assignments and I'm probably gona suck at exams. Yeah.. I'm such a loser...

nice guy said I lack confidence. At that point in time, it sounded funny to be hearing that. After all, I've been called a bitch to my face and that I'm too arrogant and confident. So where has all that gone to? Well, I'm still bitchy as hell but somehow, that confidence has dissipated.

Exams in a week or so... I've started revision but the stress is really getting to me...

Anyway, Happy Birthday ah ger... Here's to my oldest friend who has always given his two cents worth, being the cheapo he is... :P But I thank God for having you in my life.. The many memories we've had are irreplaceable...
Thank you for the many many years of friendship.. Though you're Down Under, sometimes I feel as though you never left.. But damnit, I miss you like hell.. Come back soon k? Have a wonderful birthday and may God continue to watch over you and keep you...
Love you, dear friend...
*hugs*