beyond the impossible.
Lord unveil my eyes
Let me see You face to face
The knowledge of Your love
As You live in me.
Lord renew my mind
As Your will unfolds in my life
In living every day
In the power of Your love
This song became my prayer today. It has been a stressful day. By 6pm, I was ready to call it quits and bury myself somewhere. Having to struggle with an emotional cycle everyday is extremely draining. But time and time again, I'm reminded of the fact that its because I have no faith that's why I sink into that low moment. Yet, it's so much easier to wallow in that moment of self pity, than to pull myself out of it.
I was so stressed I couldn't breathe. All kinds of thoughts whirled through my mind as I tried to get a grip on things. It took a bout of crying and a desperate prayer before I could see or even think straight. Believing in hope against all odds is tough, very very tough. Yet, nothing is too small or impossible for God..
At work, I'm struggling with a very tough decision. A decision I need to be objective about. And the stress is getting to me. I'm losing the confidence I started with. I'm doubting everything I do now. I need to sort this out before it jeopardises the peace I'm trying to maintain.
I'm at a loss what to do sometimes. I thought I made a good decision, only to have it backfire in my face. (i think you're the only one who knows what or who has been bothering me at work.. that was what I wanted to talk about)
At school, the pressure of 2nd year is mounting. My resolution to do well this year is slowly dimming.. I'm really struggling to keep on top of my readings and to start assignments earlier.
To you, deep down in your heart, you knew that this wasn't what you wanted. But yet, it had to be because that was the best solution you could come up with. If only you had committed it to Him. Really... But right now, that shouldn't be your priority.
Find Him where you are and trust that He will work it out for you while guiding you.
p/s: if only you knew how much faith everyone has in you...
Lord unveil my eyes
Let me see You face to face
The knowledge of Your love
As You live in me.
Lord renew my mind
As Your will unfolds in my life
In living every day
In the power of Your love
This song became my prayer today. It has been a stressful day. By 6pm, I was ready to call it quits and bury myself somewhere. Having to struggle with an emotional cycle everyday is extremely draining. But time and time again, I'm reminded of the fact that its because I have no faith that's why I sink into that low moment. Yet, it's so much easier to wallow in that moment of self pity, than to pull myself out of it.
I was so stressed I couldn't breathe. All kinds of thoughts whirled through my mind as I tried to get a grip on things. It took a bout of crying and a desperate prayer before I could see or even think straight. Believing in hope against all odds is tough, very very tough. Yet, nothing is too small or impossible for God..
At work, I'm struggling with a very tough decision. A decision I need to be objective about. And the stress is getting to me. I'm losing the confidence I started with. I'm doubting everything I do now. I need to sort this out before it jeopardises the peace I'm trying to maintain.
I'm at a loss what to do sometimes. I thought I made a good decision, only to have it backfire in my face. (i think you're the only one who knows what or who has been bothering me at work.. that was what I wanted to talk about)
At school, the pressure of 2nd year is mounting. My resolution to do well this year is slowly dimming.. I'm really struggling to keep on top of my readings and to start assignments earlier.
To you, deep down in your heart, you knew that this wasn't what you wanted. But yet, it had to be because that was the best solution you could come up with. If only you had committed it to Him. Really... But right now, that shouldn't be your priority.
Find Him where you are and trust that He will work it out for you while guiding you.
p/s: if only you knew how much faith everyone has in you...
posted by muse at 8:45 PM
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