a new year and a new start....

2005 wasn't the best year I've had but if anything, it has been a year of reflection, especially in the last 3 months. It has been a painful lesson, not the way I would have liked to learn but still...

I promised I'll change the way I handle certain stuff and I will keep my promise. I know he still cares but he's struggling with alot right now and things have changed, in some way. But I know that over time, we will get there.

Things at work have been kinda crappy but I shall not elaborate here. It has gotten to a stage where I'm being to feel the system is skewed. It's politics at it's lowest...

Anyway, 2006 is going to be a better year because there will be changes made and decisions made. And I'm excited at how the year's going to turn out..
But in the meantime, CNY is coming up and no, I'm not thrilled. Hate it.. for all it's worth..