its over...

My head really hurts... Maybe cos I haven't stopped crying yet... I feel a complete emptiness... I'm scared... I feel lost and helpless... I've never felt this way before and I'm honestly afraid...

I don't know what to feel anymore... What to believe in anymore... Maybe it will work out some day... But do I dare hope for that? I don't know...

It feels like the world ended... I wished it did... Then it wouldn't hurt so bad... I thought I was strong... I tried to be... Turns out, I'm not as strong as I thought I would be...

I know I'm supposed to pull myself together and get on... I'll get there one day.. But right now... I just want to go home and crawl into bed and never get up... I know this sounds pathetic but that's how I honestly feel...

Tomorrow will be better...