first entry of 2007
Yeap... Been wanting to blog but thus far haven't found the motivation to... Plus my dear lappie died on me.. Repair costs kinda on the high side so I'm still contemplating whether to repair it or get a new one.. Anyways, gota do it soon before term starts.. Just saw the assignment outlines. First one due 1st March... Like a buddy put it, brace ourselves for the emotional rollercoaster again.. The late nights.. Stressing over TMAs, then mugging for exams.. I don't deny I enjoy the most part of being a student again.. I just wish I could do it full time rather than have to work and study... sheesh..
Anyway, I've been wanting to blog about the last few weeks but yeah, too lazy to.. I've finally ran out of excuses and here I am... So here goes...:
December was a pretty hectic month.. Tendered my resignation and got ready to move my things over to the new centre.. It was tough handing in the letter but I was convinced I was doing the right thing. So I did. And the sense of relief I felt after was indescribable. It just reaffirmed the fact that it was the right choice. Well, due to the efficiency of the resident tabloid, within minutes of my entry into the office to tender, the outside world knew about it.
By the next morning, EVERYONE knew. So that was it, headlines that day read: Long time resident tenders!!!
It was like the shock of the century.. No one anticipated it. Guess I played my cards right and kept everyone in the dark, although it was decided months ago. Within days, all the parents knew and one by one they came to express their shock and regret. It was so encouraging to have the parents come and thank me for my part in their child's life. Seeing them for the past 4 1/2 years and now realising that it's soon to be past was kinda hard to digest.
But nothing could prepare me for the feelings I felt on my last day. This was a place I knew at the back of my hands, a place I grew to love and treasure. Wonderful friends who have come and gone, kids who have made work worthwhile and parents who have become friends. All these I had to leave behind. I went round saying my goodbyes but the one that did it came from Mon. She's the administrator who goes beyond her duties. The one thing she said that made me cry was "My baby". That was it... I tried so hard to hold back tears but all she did was say that. Mon has always taken care of me, probably due to the fact that her daughter's my age and her younger daughter became my friend.
As I hugged Mann, Pam and Pheb, the reality of my departure hit me... Hard... I locked the gate for the last time and left...
But the events that night, overwrote all the sadness I felt that morning. Though my birthday wasn't until the next day, niceguy decided to celebrate it then. I expected the dinner venue. What I didn't expect was the cake and the flowers. The whole arrangement was really nice... I suppose it was built up. The ambience of the restaurant, the food and service was excellent. By the time dinner was done, I was feeling much happier and the morning's events were pushed aside. Then the manager came to chat with us, (obviously a plot to distract me) and then he stopped talking and smiled. I turned to see what caught his attention and there... at least 4 of their staff were gathered, one with a strawberry and cheese logcake, other with a hand bouquet, the rest singing 'Happy Birthday'.
Of course, it wasn't an extravagant arrangement but it was the simplicity and sincerity that was so meaningful. And to top it off, the manager gave us a private room to enjoy the cake and the moment. And yes, niceguy would be very happy to proclaim, he made me cry. I was so touched by the whole moment that I couldn't help it.
The whole day had really been a rollercoaster of emotions. After dinner and cake, we made our way to Altivo for drinks where I officially turned 24 at midnight. It was a nice end to the night or rather a nice beginning to my birthday.
My birthday was spent at RP where my debators took part in the Interpoly and between both teams, they had 3 wins. I was really proud of them, especially the juniors who rose up to the occasion and beat the eventual champions of the tournament.
How many adults can boast of the fact that they have a poolside party with a magician? I can.. :) Well, it was one of my students' birthday and I was invited to celebrate together. So I did. After the party, we went to VivoCity. Exciting huh.. But it was nearby so we went there and did some shopping.
So there you have it.. An account of my birthday celebrations... Simple but meaningful.. Big big thank you to niceguy for making it so special...
New Year's Day was another meaningful day.. Went to church for service and tried to rush down to Marina for the fireworks. Obviously, we couldn't make it there in time but watching the fireworks from Sheares Bridge, coupled with McDonald's takeaway wasn't half that bad.. It was something I imagined myself doing and it came true.. :P
So there on the bridge, I made a commitment. Not going to elaborate much. It's a commitment I've put off for a long time. But now that I've made it, I guess things will slowly change. So far, it has been pretty good. :)
3rd Jan was officially my first day at work. I was looking forward to it and things went pretty well. But I was dead tired by the end of the school day and mind you, it was only 2.30pm. I took a bus home (applause please..), ate my lunch, took a shower and slept. For the next 4 hours. I was surprised at how tired I was seeing that this isn't my first day on the job.
Anyway, I am still adjusting to the new place.. Enjoying it, nonetheless. The kids are adorable and a handful indeed. There are some necks I would give anything to wring. Kids everywhere are the same. They drive you up the wall constantly but they'll always find something that will melt you completely.. Or maybe it's just me.. I love these kids...
2007 has been good so far.. It'll definately be better than 2006. Last year was a year of revelations and self-discovery. Sounds like a cliche, I know. But it was. I learnt alot about myself and the people around me. I'm determined to live my life for myself this year and learn from the past. I thank God for the friends who have constantly rallied around me and never failed to bring me back to my senses.
To niceguy, thank you for being yourself and showing me unconditional love. It hasn't been easy for you but you hung in there. 2007 will be a meaningful year with many more challenges ahead. But I truly thank God for putting you in my life. For being my confidante and friend.
To Ms. Sharon, you never fail to deliver. I'm thankful for finding a true friend in you. You are a unique individual and I only wish for you to be happy. Thanks for the many 'scoldings' and kopi sessions. I promise, no matter how busy we are, we'll meet up as regularly as we can for kopi k?
To Pheb, I appreciate and treasure our friendship very much. We didn't start off on the best of tracks but I'm really thankful we became friends at work and beyond that. You are special and deserve only the best. Keep your head at your new post and enjoy it. We'll catch up over dinner at SIM soon.
To ger, you are truly a sister I wish I had. Though you're now married with adorable little Kyler, we'll stay in touch. Thank you for the never-ending nagging.. Hehe.. Niceguy will probably call you more often when he's at a loss at what to do with me.. :)
To Xav, a truly God-fearing woman. You are really a superwoman who never fails to praise God in all you do. Knowing you has been one of the best things I've gained at schoolhouse. Having friends like you and Pheb certainly made work so much more enjoyable. Keep in touch!
To xiaomei, you you you. Who would think you're younger than me with your consistent naggings?? I'm glad you came to help last year. The best assistant teacher I've ever had. Enjoy Uni and study hard k? Best wishes to you and recruit woon.. :P
To Aud, what will I do without you and your weirdness? You certainly bring some novelty to my life. Babe, little as we meet up, remember that I love you k? We will certainly meet up soon.. Until then, take good care k? And please remember, I'm just a phonecall away...
To Ruth, girl, we go way back. All the shit we've gone through since secondary school is still happening, just in different forms and levels of complexity. But I'm thankful you've been there to share the load. I hope you find true happiness with Dan. He's a good guy, treasure him.
To Rissy, you are the most patient but full of crap person I know. You can tell a joke with a straight face and still make me laugh. Thanks for the very practical advice you've given me. I promise to try and listen to you.. :) I'm glad you found someone now.. Let's see among us who gets married first.. Though I'd still wanna be your bridesmaid..
To the other people I've not named individually, you are no less important.. I'll find another time and entry to thank you all.. But I thank God for all of you who have at some point in my life, made that difference... 2006 was a tough year but we'll be victorious in 2007!
Have a great year peeps and I'll endeavour to blog more often!! I love you all...
Yeap... Been wanting to blog but thus far haven't found the motivation to... Plus my dear lappie died on me.. Repair costs kinda on the high side so I'm still contemplating whether to repair it or get a new one.. Anyways, gota do it soon before term starts.. Just saw the assignment outlines. First one due 1st March... Like a buddy put it, brace ourselves for the emotional rollercoaster again.. The late nights.. Stressing over TMAs, then mugging for exams.. I don't deny I enjoy the most part of being a student again.. I just wish I could do it full time rather than have to work and study... sheesh..
Anyway, I've been wanting to blog about the last few weeks but yeah, too lazy to.. I've finally ran out of excuses and here I am... So here goes...:
December was a pretty hectic month.. Tendered my resignation and got ready to move my things over to the new centre.. It was tough handing in the letter but I was convinced I was doing the right thing. So I did. And the sense of relief I felt after was indescribable. It just reaffirmed the fact that it was the right choice. Well, due to the efficiency of the resident tabloid, within minutes of my entry into the office to tender, the outside world knew about it.
By the next morning, EVERYONE knew. So that was it, headlines that day read: Long time resident tenders!!!
It was like the shock of the century.. No one anticipated it. Guess I played my cards right and kept everyone in the dark, although it was decided months ago. Within days, all the parents knew and one by one they came to express their shock and regret. It was so encouraging to have the parents come and thank me for my part in their child's life. Seeing them for the past 4 1/2 years and now realising that it's soon to be past was kinda hard to digest.
But nothing could prepare me for the feelings I felt on my last day. This was a place I knew at the back of my hands, a place I grew to love and treasure. Wonderful friends who have come and gone, kids who have made work worthwhile and parents who have become friends. All these I had to leave behind. I went round saying my goodbyes but the one that did it came from Mon. She's the administrator who goes beyond her duties. The one thing she said that made me cry was "My baby". That was it... I tried so hard to hold back tears but all she did was say that. Mon has always taken care of me, probably due to the fact that her daughter's my age and her younger daughter became my friend.
As I hugged Mann, Pam and Pheb, the reality of my departure hit me... Hard... I locked the gate for the last time and left...
But the events that night, overwrote all the sadness I felt that morning. Though my birthday wasn't until the next day, niceguy decided to celebrate it then. I expected the dinner venue. What I didn't expect was the cake and the flowers. The whole arrangement was really nice... I suppose it was built up. The ambience of the restaurant, the food and service was excellent. By the time dinner was done, I was feeling much happier and the morning's events were pushed aside. Then the manager came to chat with us, (obviously a plot to distract me) and then he stopped talking and smiled. I turned to see what caught his attention and there... at least 4 of their staff were gathered, one with a strawberry and cheese logcake, other with a hand bouquet, the rest singing 'Happy Birthday'.
Of course, it wasn't an extravagant arrangement but it was the simplicity and sincerity that was so meaningful. And to top it off, the manager gave us a private room to enjoy the cake and the moment. And yes, niceguy would be very happy to proclaim, he made me cry. I was so touched by the whole moment that I couldn't help it.
The whole day had really been a rollercoaster of emotions. After dinner and cake, we made our way to Altivo for drinks where I officially turned 24 at midnight. It was a nice end to the night or rather a nice beginning to my birthday.
My birthday was spent at RP where my debators took part in the Interpoly and between both teams, they had 3 wins. I was really proud of them, especially the juniors who rose up to the occasion and beat the eventual champions of the tournament.
How many adults can boast of the fact that they have a poolside party with a magician? I can.. :) Well, it was one of my students' birthday and I was invited to celebrate together. So I did. After the party, we went to VivoCity. Exciting huh.. But it was nearby so we went there and did some shopping.
So there you have it.. An account of my birthday celebrations... Simple but meaningful.. Big big thank you to niceguy for making it so special...
New Year's Day was another meaningful day.. Went to church for service and tried to rush down to Marina for the fireworks. Obviously, we couldn't make it there in time but watching the fireworks from Sheares Bridge, coupled with McDonald's takeaway wasn't half that bad.. It was something I imagined myself doing and it came true.. :P
So there on the bridge, I made a commitment. Not going to elaborate much. It's a commitment I've put off for a long time. But now that I've made it, I guess things will slowly change. So far, it has been pretty good. :)
3rd Jan was officially my first day at work. I was looking forward to it and things went pretty well. But I was dead tired by the end of the school day and mind you, it was only 2.30pm. I took a bus home (applause please..), ate my lunch, took a shower and slept. For the next 4 hours. I was surprised at how tired I was seeing that this isn't my first day on the job.
Anyway, I am still adjusting to the new place.. Enjoying it, nonetheless. The kids are adorable and a handful indeed. There are some necks I would give anything to wring. Kids everywhere are the same. They drive you up the wall constantly but they'll always find something that will melt you completely.. Or maybe it's just me.. I love these kids...
2007 has been good so far.. It'll definately be better than 2006. Last year was a year of revelations and self-discovery. Sounds like a cliche, I know. But it was. I learnt alot about myself and the people around me. I'm determined to live my life for myself this year and learn from the past. I thank God for the friends who have constantly rallied around me and never failed to bring me back to my senses.
To niceguy, thank you for being yourself and showing me unconditional love. It hasn't been easy for you but you hung in there. 2007 will be a meaningful year with many more challenges ahead. But I truly thank God for putting you in my life. For being my confidante and friend.
To Ms. Sharon, you never fail to deliver. I'm thankful for finding a true friend in you. You are a unique individual and I only wish for you to be happy. Thanks for the many 'scoldings' and kopi sessions. I promise, no matter how busy we are, we'll meet up as regularly as we can for kopi k?
To Pheb, I appreciate and treasure our friendship very much. We didn't start off on the best of tracks but I'm really thankful we became friends at work and beyond that. You are special and deserve only the best. Keep your head at your new post and enjoy it. We'll catch up over dinner at SIM soon.
To ger, you are truly a sister I wish I had. Though you're now married with adorable little Kyler, we'll stay in touch. Thank you for the never-ending nagging.. Hehe.. Niceguy will probably call you more often when he's at a loss at what to do with me.. :)
To Xav, a truly God-fearing woman. You are really a superwoman who never fails to praise God in all you do. Knowing you has been one of the best things I've gained at schoolhouse. Having friends like you and Pheb certainly made work so much more enjoyable. Keep in touch!
To xiaomei, you you you. Who would think you're younger than me with your consistent naggings?? I'm glad you came to help last year. The best assistant teacher I've ever had. Enjoy Uni and study hard k? Best wishes to you and recruit woon.. :P
To Aud, what will I do without you and your weirdness? You certainly bring some novelty to my life. Babe, little as we meet up, remember that I love you k? We will certainly meet up soon.. Until then, take good care k? And please remember, I'm just a phonecall away...
To Ruth, girl, we go way back. All the shit we've gone through since secondary school is still happening, just in different forms and levels of complexity. But I'm thankful you've been there to share the load. I hope you find true happiness with Dan. He's a good guy, treasure him.
To Rissy, you are the most patient but full of crap person I know. You can tell a joke with a straight face and still make me laugh. Thanks for the very practical advice you've given me. I promise to try and listen to you.. :) I'm glad you found someone now.. Let's see among us who gets married first.. Though I'd still wanna be your bridesmaid..
To the other people I've not named individually, you are no less important.. I'll find another time and entry to thank you all.. But I thank God for all of you who have at some point in my life, made that difference... 2006 was a tough year but we'll be victorious in 2007!
Have a great year peeps and I'll endeavour to blog more often!! I love you all...
posted by muse at 9:39 AM
4 Comments:
Ms Shareen! *sobs* u make Ms Sharon 'lao bak sai' aka tear (in case ur hokkien no so good).. Heeheehee~ I love ya to e bits and since you've made up yer mind to commit, you definitely have my 100% support! (niceguy, dun even DARE to bully her.. i'll.. i'll.. beat u!)
Ok, enuf of crappy Ms Sharon.. Though we haven't met up for some time 'coz of our busy schedule, I'm happy that we are AT LAST meeting on Wed NITE. Kekeke.. Anyways, I believe it wasn't an easy thing to hand in dat letter but I know ul enjoy urself all e same ovr @ e new place.. Keep ur head up, inch ahead, adapt 2 environment.. You can do it!
*muacks* Ms Sharon love love k? kekeke! i soooooooooooooo MISS u!!!!
Ms Sharon!! As usual, the noisy woman is in the house.. Thank you for the support.. :P
Correction, we are meeting on Tuesday now.. Haha!
Yeah, it wasn't easy but no regrets..
Anyway, we'll talk more when we meet up k?
Love you many many much too!! :)
yay! i have been mentioned!! haha so funnie right you call me smth in the blog but my nick here says the direct opposite..oooh.
haha you you you you you!!
very much loved always okie? RELAX..have FUN FUN FUN!
and do jiayou for all your upcoming stuff.its super hard i know.bleh uni is hard too =( hee but we shall go thru it! yeps.hang in there!! =)
haha!! u joker u... of cos gota mention you... ur my xiaomei/xiaodi.. watever.. haha!! anyway, have updates for you...
yes, uni is damn tough... argh.. but we will survive!! take care yar?
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